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O.LIYUAN; 莉媛 {

Given a nickname from frens called Fishball.
29 November, Sagittarius
Turning 14 very soon! :D
Currently studying at XINGNANps PIONEERss
A choir member.
Married to Jasmine Lee Yi Jing on 12O3O9 21OO
Crazy fan of Taylor Swift♥

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22Oct, 8:03pm.

Drinking: Nothing.
Eating: I'm starving.
Mood: Kinda cheerful?
Listening: Here we go again ; Demi Lovato.
Playing: Restaurant city; Facebook.
Random: Dinner: Bread+tuna ._."

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New handphone {W910i}
Drink alcohol {26/1}
2S5 class T-shirt
Excel in my studies
Memorable 14th birthday :D
Grow taller to 160cm
Big teddy bear
Change spectacles

family & friends

QQ-Bear Family
Jasmine; Laopo (Mummy)
Li Yuan; Laogong (Papa)
Wei Xin; Da nu-er (Da jie)
Nithiya; Er nu-er (Er jie)
Wendy; San nu-er (San jie)
Xiao Li; Si nu-er (Si mei)
Yuen Chee; Wu nu-er (Baby bear)

Best Friend Forever
Kyin May
Pei Shan (Dragon)
Xin Ying (King Kong)
Yuen Chee
Joshua (Dinosaur)

BRO & SIS
Yee Ann; Korkor
Mark; Korkor
Samson; Korkor
Jasmine; Jiejie
Yuen Chee; Jiejie
Sandra; Meimei



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Tuesday, January 27, 2009 / 7:22 PM
.24-27 diary is here..

Im bak to post~~
Sorry that i didnt post for so long. I lazy to post ma.....

24 January 2009
Woke up at 4am, prepare and off to 2nd link.
Wah, jam till siao seh. That time was 4.30am
Den i fell asleep. Woke up, i alrd cleared the custom.
Guess wad is the time? Itssss 7+am. TADA~~
Jammed 3hours+. Thats wad my father not happy abt it. -_-"
At the malaysia custom thr, my father on the walkie talkie and chat wif the trip organizer, Mazlan.
Very funny sia, they tell all the jokes.
den reach the petrol station, my mother give me RM10 buy snacks.
Den i anyhow take this and that, i spend RM10.10. :X
So paiseh de, i run to my mother and call her give me 10cent more. xP
Convoy move off at 9+.
Reached Belum Rainforest Resort at 7++pm.
Actually got go spotting elephant at night, but drivers very tired alrd so we nvr go. ):

25 January 2009
(: had breakfast at 7+am, den 10+ we go jetty.
Sit the boat? dunno la. LOL.
Went to climb the first mountain to see the Rafflesia.
T.T climbing a mountain makes my leg shiver.
Went bak to my boat, i saw smth brownish kissing my LEG?!?!
I keep on push it away but it still KISSING!?
Den i shout to my mother and my mother help me push it away....
Den i saw my mother leg also got... Den my mother shout to my father. LOL!!!!
Next, we go climb another mountain, this time we climb to see the elephant cave.
A lot elephant SHITS thr. -___-! On the way up thr, we saw Scorpion sia.
Sooooooo rare.. muahahaa. And the guide use the branches and move it away if not the scorpion come atk us. Muahahaha. :X
Den walk walk walk walk, walk to the elephant sleeping corner.
Minerals thr. (:
Den walk bak to boat. This time, ....... YUCKS! Mazlan de second son, same age as me(sec2), kenna the leech. Ya, the brownish thing is call leech. LOL. The leech sucks a lot of his blood at his leg till the leech very fat sia. Den the leg thr keep on bleeding. Poor thing.
After that, we go climb the THIRD mountain. We go see the waterfall.. And the water thr is abt 40degree Celsius bah. Very smelly also.. The black black SANDS? pollute the smelly air. ):
Bak to the boat, we search for LEECHESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!! LOL!
After third mountain, we head to another waterfall thr to swim. Unfortunately its raining, the water is brownish, so we nvr swim but eat our lunch thr.
Den we go to the place whr ppl live in the mountain. O:
The kids thr saw us come den all run bak to their house and hide. -___-"
spend 45mins at thr, den we give them the fruits that we left for our lunch. We went bak to our boats, the kids all come out and see us.
And still got one girl is naked. . . . x_______x
Den we bak to our resort le.

26 January 2009
Today, is Chinese new year day. (:
Morning, went to eat breakfast.
DEN, Mazlan came to eat too.
My mother pass the ang pao for his childrens, his brother childrens and the ..... childrens.
DEN, Mazlan walk to me and say... 'Little girl......... Happy New Year.......*give me the ang pao*'
MUAHAHAHA! i was so happy!
DEN, Mazlan didi come to me and say 'This ang pao is not for big boy(my father) and big girl(my mother), is for the little girl(me) *pass me the ang pao*. Lols.
DEN, we go to the Herbal Garden thr and take photos.
10.30am, we check up our resort and set off bak to singapore.
Home sweet home at 8pm+.
Take a shower and den i tell mother that i wan to drink wine and she approve. O;
I did drink but i didnt get drunk. -___-"
I wan to drink reason is to have a experience of getting DRUNK but the wine did not make me drunk. -__-"

27 January 2009
Didnt go out today. )':
Den at home eat Tuan Yuan Fan.

I drink Jolly lychee flavor de beer.
Very sweet very tasty very nice. I like it. LOLs.
Now, my body temperate very hot. :P

Thursday, January 8, 2009 / 4:20 PM
..

YEAH
IDIOT
EVERYONE IS AN IDIOT
INCLUDING ME ALL RIGHT?
DUN BELIEVE DEN DUN BELIEVE
YOU'RE JUST DUN TRUSTING ME.
DUN TRUST LA! LIKE I CARE.
HATE THIS DAYS THROWING TANTRUM EVERYWHR I GO AND LET PS XT AND XY SUFFER FOR A BORING DAY SEEING ME MOODY.
K! I SAY WADS ON MY MIND NOW!
SAW ME LAUGHING EVERYDAY IN SCHOOL RITE?
U ALL DUNNO MY HEART IS ALWAYS SHATTERED.
NTH CAN CURE IT.
IT HAD BEEN HURTLY HURT BY U ALL!
I JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY.
HELL U GUYS.
HELL!
DUN EVEN NOE I KEEP CRYING IN A CORNER SILENTLY EVERYTIME.
SCARED TO LET MOTHER NOE.
EVEN WHEN I NID TO SNIFF AFTER CRYING, I HAVE TO CLOSE THE DOOR, AND SNIFF QUIETLY.
ADVERTISEMENT STARTS, I HAVE TO WIPE ALL MY TEARS ON MY FACE, AND FACE TO THE BED WHR SHE CANT SEE MY FACE AND RED EYES.
I DUNNO WHR TO GO THAT I CAN CRY OUT LOUD.
IT JUST THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR! AND I START CRYING NON STOP.
WAD WILL MY LIFE BE FOR THE REST OF THE DAYS IN 2009!!!
i really dunno wad to do anymore. my life is empty........ my fate sucks..

Friday, January 2, 2009 / 1:33 PM
.School re-open (:.

Hees, today i dunno why so high agn.
Family problem gonna solve soon and sch has REOPEN lo. (:
Father drove me to sch wif different car. The number plate is SJJ 2xxx ?.
Yeah, last trip to penang, our tour de people banged my father car and now was repairing.
So the company rent a car to my father. Car Insurances will pay the amount of the repairing money.
Reach sch, Lolsssss! So many people at the foyer looking here and thr for their frens and finding their classes.
Call xy at the teachers' chair thr wait for me but she didnt sob.
Lols, we're sitting so behind. >< Cant see in front without my spectacle. D:
After that, we went up to our classroom. O: Everyone change seat arrangment le.
Hais, i sit alone as ps and xy seat behind me. Peishan pangseh me. D;
First two period actually is HE period. But we have Class Interaction.
Awwwww. Mr Tan wanted 2 people volunteer to design the notice board. Last year i was in the Decoration Commitee, so this year i dun wannnnnn!!! And Mr Tan den say the Art skills must be very good. Den Mr Nooh look at me and i keep fake smile and shake my head. -.-
Keep continuing until Mr Tan has chosen one people, Arwanti. zzzz And said, one more, anyone?
Den Mr Nooh point at meeeeeeeeeee. zz Everyone look at me la. Especially Samson, keep saying 'fishball fishball'. I been forced to stand up. Idiot zz
Today is NOT my day.!!
Den Samson say 'dun decorate the noticeboard putting fishball on it' Damn him.
blahblahblah~
Time talking abt ps now. (:
She kenna sabotage us all of us. She is our Envoirment rap. Xy keep laughing lo. But after that, no more. As she also kenna. HAHAHAHHAH.
blahblahblahblahblahblah~
RECESS!!! Woot!!! Time to see xt lo. (: xy and ps go bookshop change book and buy book.
Took their waterbottle and went to find seats. XT was there waiting for us leh. ((((((:
Put down our waterbottle and went to queue for chicken rice.
Chatted along the way abt each other experience. Went bak to our table and chat together wif ps and xy. I saw somebody den i very high. X:
Time up, went up to the hall.
After chinese is ENGLISH. T.T This worse. Mr Tan call up names that will be staying in 2seek5 one. Those nvr call up will go to Possibility Rm to study.
Mr Tan so bad, let ps and xy go. ): Left me alone. But lucky got Qian Hui company me. (:
Kay, end sch like that.
Xt and i wait for ps to come and collect her phone.
Accompany ps to her cousin house nearby. At the first floor thr, ps say becareful as there is a dead cockcroach. I dun understand and den ps point it, den i screammmmm loudly. X;
After that, we went to the minimart to buy bubble tea.
Walk back to the bus stop. And i saw someone. Over spirit agn~
But god dun support me la. The bus came very soon and he went up into the bus. sob.
In bus, i talk alot abt him. Den when i almost reach my stop, i saw MDM VI. Oh Shyt man, wonder she got hear or not. ><
y so suay oneeeeee!!!!
Kay, thats all for today. Going to JP and NL. Bye (:
Lucky kiss please. ~

Thursday, January 1, 2009 / 9:14 PM
..

Today morning abt 8+am, SOMEONE message me ,my ringtone very loud den i half awake and see the message. That guy hao wu liao. Sent me 'morning' only. Yeah, that guy is .... LIN GUO WEI. -.-
Sleep till 9.30am+ mother wake me up to prepare and we head to my grandmother house.
xD I ate 2 packet of NasiLemak and 1 packet of Sugarcane drink. Woah, my stomach very big aaa!!
After eating den play wif my baby cousin and my jiu ma de sister de kids.
Babies are terribly cuteeeee mann!!! Den i told my mother that i wan a baby brother. Den everyone laugh at me. -.-
2pm, we walk to my lim po house just nearby thr. Damn those dogs, walk pass also cannot, nid bark at us.
Look at those bungalow, woah, those design very nice. I feel like wanna buy it sia. But no money. hahahahha!!! jk la. T.T
Back at my grandmother house at 4pm+. Mother wan to watch tv before we go JurongPoint shop.
After JurongPoint shopping, we go buy dinner and head home.
Kkay, end here.