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O.LIYUAN; 莉媛 {

Given a nickname from frens called Fishball.
29 November, Sagittarius
Turning 14 very soon! :D
Currently studying at XINGNANps PIONEERss
A choir member.
Married to Jasmine Lee Yi Jing on 12O3O9 21OO
Crazy fan of Taylor Swift♥

MSN: liyuan_1995@hotmail.com
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currently

22Oct, 8:03pm.

Drinking: Nothing.
Eating: I'm starving.
Mood: Kinda cheerful?
Listening: Here we go again ; Demi Lovato.
Playing: Restaurant city; Facebook.
Random: Dinner: Bread+tuna ._."

craving for

New handphone {W910i}
Drink alcohol {26/1}
2S5 class T-shirt
Excel in my studies
Memorable 14th birthday :D
Grow taller to 160cm
Big teddy bear
Change spectacles

family & friends

QQ-Bear Family
Jasmine; Laopo (Mummy)
Li Yuan; Laogong (Papa)
Wei Xin; Da nu-er (Da jie)
Nithiya; Er nu-er (Er jie)
Wendy; San nu-er (San jie)
Xiao Li; Si nu-er (Si mei)
Yuen Chee; Wu nu-er (Baby bear)

Best Friend Forever
Kyin May
Pei Shan (Dragon)
Xin Ying (King Kong)
Yuen Chee
Joshua (Dinosaur)

BRO & SIS
Yee Ann; Korkor
Mark; Korkor
Samson; Korkor
Jasmine; Jiejie
Yuen Chee; Jiejie
Sandra; Meimei



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alternative exits

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Edmund JingYi Joshua KarWei Richmond Rizal YeeAnn ZhaoZhi
Isabel Jasmin Jasmine Meera PeiShan Sandra WeiXin Wendy XinYing YuenChee

past memories

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Saturday, February 28, 2009 / 2:15 PM
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Yeah, im bak to post.

27 February 2009
First and second period was Home Economic.
Gonna bake cake this time. And u noe? Fariz was absent!!
Now i can bake the cake on my own. (:
Fun sia. Of cos, KimTee got help me a bit la. hees
Ms Jini took my cake together with KimTee group to the opposite oven to bake.
Den i go wash up all the materials that i used. This time no Fariz help me wash lar. x.x"
But everything still went very smooth. (: Also, my cake smell soooo nice.
When Ms Jini was cutting the cake for me, Jazim keep on saying 'Leftover must give me arh' LOls
Ms Jini filled my box, still have 1/4 of the cake left. Jazim want it, Naresh want it, even Ms Jini also want. Of cos i give Ms Jini. xD
And she said want to give Ms Lye, Mdm Vi, herself and the dunno who to eat.
After teacher cutted all the cakes for all the groups, she call us to surround the teacher table.
And she distributed our last week test paper.
Highest mark is 10/20. And i get 8.5/20
Still acceptable. LOL. Go through, do correction, the recess bell rang. We finished our correction den can go.
Hais, Ms Lye group is always the last to come out. -____-
Waited outside wif XT den we book recess table first. (:
Afterschool, Choir... Finished up our Arirang. But the dynamics haven finish up.
4+pm, Mr Khoo bring us to the foyer thr, call us line up in SYF position, and we SING.
Mr Nathan in the General Office thr saw us singing den he go on the foyer light and he went out. -_-
Reached home, pack my bag and play Pet Society awhile den go eat dinner.
After finishing my dinner, Papa wan to taste my cake. LOls.
Kay, i let him taste and i went bak to play Pet Society.
Went to kitchen and take water den my Papa say wan me to bake a cake tml. LOL
Den Mummy ask wad ingredients i nid.
Muahahahah! i just feel like my cooking skills improve liao.
Went bak to play Pet Society agn, finish visiting my frens pet den very sleep.
Went to sleep at 7.30pm
Sleep till 10+, Mummy woke me up, call me get my books out of my sis room, off computer.
After that, i went to sleep agn.

28 February 2009
Yea, continue sleeping from ytd.
Sleep till 9am, Mummy ask me wan to go Malaysia or not. I say i dun wan den Papa come in sayang me. -_-"?
Continue sleeping agn after they went out of my room.
11am+, kenna shocked dao. Upstairs contructing their house bah. The noise..... zzz
Ignored it, continue sleeping~ D:
Sleep till 2pm, kenna shocked agn by the noise.
Very agnoring sia. Den i dragged myself out of my bed. :@
End here.

Saturday, February 21, 2009 / 7:03 PM
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Sorry, my keyboard spoilt, thats why i didnt post for almost one week. ><
Let me start wif 14th Feb, VALENTINE DAYS!!

14th February 2009
Yeah, today is valentine day. And i got alot to say.
Guess i celebrate wif my darling?
Choy Choy. No la, is Peishan. -_-
We met at the MRT station top up station thr.U noe wad? WHile i was topping up my card, a guy holding flowers and waiting for her girlfriend sia. So romantic.
Den start to shop shop and shop~
Buy this and that.
Den ps received a call from her parents.
They wan us to go IMM as they choosing new handphone for ps.
About 4+?, we head to IMM by the free Jurong Point shuttle bus to Jurong East MRT thr.
Thats the last stop i think, everyone off the bus den ps and i scare scare, went down too. xP
Den we walk to IMM. While walk thr, we listen and sing song. :P
Reached IMM, went to find whr the new Starhub outlet was.
Ps sister waiting for us outside the outlet den dragged ps in. -___-"
After that, ps chose LG KU99OR than...?
Sian, so jealous. TOUCH SCREEN leh. LOL!
While ps parents paying the money, ps sis snatched LG KU99OR and play.
Ps jealous, wan to use but kenna snatched away.
Den shout here and thr. LOL
After paying, ps parents and sis go bak home.
Left me and ps. No more light bulbs le.. ((:
Ps lend me her phone to play.
But i jealous ma and i said. 'Cannot la. Later i scratch or drop or make spoilt how??' HAHAHAHA.
Funny sia. :3
She forced me to use her phone.
Den i hold le and give bak to her.
We went to shop.
I told her 'I very angry. Someone keep playing her new handphone and nvr care about me. I emo liao.'
Den she keep her handphone. :D
We went to Minitoon. I bought $5 de marshmallows+gummy. *yummy*
Den went to Popular. We called xinying as it alrd passed the meeting time.
She said she was sick so she didnt attend. ):
We went to Comic Connection afterward.
We bought a tiny scissor use to cut....... O.o"
No la no la.... LOL
After that, to Macdonald, she bought ice-cream. Wanted to go bak JP le. But... suddenly she remind that she have to go Daiso buy biscuit.
So we went the the lift thr. The lift take soooo long to come down. -_-
I went to the bakery shop and buy bun to eat. Den went up to find ps.
Tot she was waiting for me. But actually is, the shop not allow food and drink. :P
Swallowed our food in our tummy. O; Went in, buy biscuit, shop, play den queue.
After buying, we went to the free shuttle bus lane le. Reached Jurong East MRT. (:
Took MRT bak to Jurong Point. The time is abt 6+pm. ^^
Called bak home, but there was no reply. Called my mother den. Noe that my parent was shopping... Den call me buy eat for myself.
Ps den bought 4 packet of nasi lemak for her to eat. MUAHAHAHAHA!!! I bought 1 packet la. :PKay, after that, went to NL and return book. Den home sweet home. (:

16th February 2009
Monday... Buddy sweet Buddy (:
Gathered at my classroom. 7.15pm, went down to put handphone.
I said to ps 'put ur phone separately wif mine and xt hor, if not our handphone scratch urs' :3
Funny sia. I been like this for almost 3 day liao. xD
End here.

17th February 2009
Afterschool went to Gekpoh Macdonald to have lunch wif ps.
I ate 2 chicken burger leh. xD
And guess wad? I saw my ex-buddy/les/best fren.
So happy to see her again. :D
After eating, went down to buy milo den ps walk me bak to sch.
Hais. CHOIR VERY NOISY LO!
NO DISPLINARY ACTION TAKEN ALSO.! :@

18th February 2009
Oh hell... -_-
I cant quit to act that 60yrs old Madam Tay.!! -__________-!ROARRRRRRRRR!!!!
Same to wendy and yuenchee. Lols

19th February 2009
SORRY PEISHAN!!!!!!
NEXT TUESDAY I TREAT YOU MACDONALD OK!!?><" ><" ><"
You made me prank wait for you under the big hot sun!
I hate broken promises that you promised me.

20th February 2009
Oh, tiring day.
Afterschool, had lunch in school wif ps.
Ps really eat damn slow wor!
I can finish many things while she STILL eating.. -___-"
When up to put my bag in choir room after that walk ps down to her dance rm.
Den i saw something i really dun wan to see.
Wanted to cry after that...
Choir time. So moody. Keep on thinking abt the thing that i saw.
Teacher passed down another 2 song score for SYF - Danny boy and Ariyang.
Danny boy quite nice. It was a simple and a folk song.
We learn the whole piece for 1day onli leh.
But still nid to learn the voume and dynamics for this song...
End for today kay?
I dun believe wad my frens said at first, but the truth is out! Yet i had to believe it.
I rather chose not to noe wad you doing behind my back than seeing it in front of my eyes wif my best fren.
You hurted me and i'll nvr forgive u.!

Monday, February 9, 2009 / 7:52 PM
.Love Blossom.

Lols. Today Love Blossom 2 last epi very interesting.
Jiaqiang and Erbo : Born a baby girl.
Machiboy and Tongtong : Finally conceive a baby boy. LOL!
Kaiwang and Zijing : Born twin son.
Qingxiong and Caixun : Return to rich family.
Wenhao and Jiaqi : Pregrant.
Happy ending~
*applause*

/ 5:20 PM
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Harlo viewers, finally came to blog. :P
Forgive me for not posting yeah? I really LAZY to blog cos i spend all my time DAYDREAMING.
Morning was so chilling. Freeze walk to the toilet and wash-up. The water was indeed very freezy. Lols.
I skip i skip i skip skip skip.
Aftersch, helped ps take handphone in the locker den went up to the staffroom find her but she's not thr. Went to music room, she not there as well. Went down straight to the canteen, NOT THR TOO. >:) Den went bak to the locker thr, saw xt and ps. -_____-"
Scolded peishan. ~.~ Not that kind of scold la. I was joking nia. (;
Went to bus-stop. Actually i promise xt to go her house play computer-pet society, and play badminton one.
Den reach home i ask my mother can i go out and she denied cos the weather is hot and ..... lol D;
Hais, sorry xt! ):
Kay, end here.
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Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh
You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through
Wish that I Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus:]Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me
Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand
Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery
[Chorus]
Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh
[Chorus]
Forget about me
I really loved you...

This song can describe my feeling now.
But i really dun wan him to forget me.
I wan to patch bak wif him but he doesnt look like he likes me anymore.
How i wish one day he would come and tells me all his feeling abt me.
I noe it's very impossible for us to be together agn...
The more i think, itfeels more hurt.